Three starred reviews!

A gut-wrenching and unforgettable (Publishers Weekly, starred review) novel in verse about a boy struggling with guilt as his family reels from the fallout of his older brothers extreme depression and tries to hold onto hope.

My brothers not here.
My brothers not here.
My brothers not here.
And its all
because of
me.

Brooks loves and adores his older brother, Oliver. Thats why it was so hardpractically impossible, reallyfor him to have done what he did and told his parents about what Oliver wanted to do.

Now Oliver has been sent away. Hes miserable, and Brookss family is falling apart. His mom and dad are sad and scared, and it seems like nothing will ever be okay again. Maybe things would be better if Brooks had just kept his mouth shut. Can he and his family find the hope they need to keep going?